Hari ke- 23 puasa

Hey diam tak diam dah 23 hari dah puasa. Tahun ni mmg cepat sungguh masa berlalu. Ifah puasa lagi hari ni so in total yang puasa full ada 4 hari including today. So my target is 7 days for her tapi tak cakap kat dia awal2 lah pasai nanti dah cukup 7 hari terus tak nak puasa pulak kan. Anyway so far my 1st dotter ni boleh dikatakan good girl la jugak. Senang dengar cakap and if she wants something and if mommy says no c/w explaination then she will listen. Alhamdulillah hopefully it will continue forever.

Tahun ni giliran beraya kat rumah mertua. Raya ke- 3 baru target nak balik Aloq Setaq. Hmmm maybe cuti tahun ni nak bawak my kids p ke sekolah lama aku- Sultanah Asma School. Rindu sangat tak tau pasai apa, especially the hostel life, so sweet. Macam baru je lepas habih sekolah. I want to bring them if possible to every part of the school and hostel, tapi waktu siang la coz kalau malam hmmmmm serrreeeeeemmm u!! Nak lalu depan porch pun dah macam serremmm apatah lagi kalau nak p jengah kat lab ke, hall ke fuuhhhh takkan punyalah.

My persiapan raya for this year really sederhana. I dont buy myself baju raya, yang ada ni pun kain yang my SIL and my auntie sedekahkan. Planned utk buat pakai p ofis, suddenly dah masuk puasa dah, so jadi la baju raya. Nothing glamorous and nothing lip- lap2. Ada lagi 2 pasang kain yg my brother and my mom beli pun blum berjahit, so cukup la tu, pakaila apa saja seadanya. for the kids 1 pasang sorang baju kurung, yang blum siap lagi htr pegi alter,then 2 helai t- shirts setiap sorang, both got 1 each power puff girls pink t- shirt, and kakak 1 jeans plus 1 greenish t-shirt which very rare to her wardrobe, and I also bought for them hair accessories almaklumla masing2 sibuk nak ikat rambut & it won't last long at their hair. Saja nak memeriahkan pagi raya tu jer..No gown/ dress, macam kejam je mommy ni kan, .My husband pun baru ada sehelai shirt, so memang kenalah dgn niat aku thn ni takmo membazir di bln ramadhan n Syawal. Bukan apa, actually I want to educate my children coz Syawal bukanlah masa untuk bermewah2, kena bersederhana saja. But I did spent much on baking last few weeks since my semangat so berkobar2 nak buat kuih n kek sendiri.

I really hope my dua' to have a pious kids termakbul. and I also hope that we can become modern practising Muslim bak kata my dotter's principal "Biar fikiran macam London tapi hati Masjidil Haram"- understood?

Okeh..got to sign off now, nak solat pastu nak balik.