Eyy tgk title macam jiwang la pulak kan di pagi Senin yg berjerebu nih. Tapi tu lah..hakikat sebenarnya. Hmm..last week my dear friend- Mar had wrote a touching n3 about her, di kala tgh pregnant for the first time after 9 years of marriage. Macam mana dia pregnant sorang2 while her husband away for work kat JB. Kitorang kira berjiran, just in a neighbourhood, rumah pun tak jauh mana, tapi we were separated for years yelah last jumpa 7 thn yg lalu(masa tu aku nak kawin- tah mcm mana boleh terjumpa balik after lost contact lepas SPM dulu), suddenly dek kerana facebook kami jumpa balik & rupa2nya rumah tak jauh mana pun, dari office ni pun dah boleh nampak(masa tu la, now even nearer rumah dia blakang my office).
She also wrote perasaan dia kalau tiba2 dia sakit nak bersalin and she lived on her own, duduk sensorang tanpa ada sesiapa yg meneman, but I said to her, if anything just called me eventhough masa tu I was alone handling with my 2 kids but at least I've experienced the delivery & now she raised her doter alone jugak tp nasib baik dia ada maid.
So, last week I was a bit touched by her story, coz she also dedicated her n3 to me as co- INDI MOM. We are independent mom. Real independent. My husband is a weekend husband- its been almost 2 years now and almost 2 years I raised my 2 kids alone. Sakit demam budak2 tu I handled them. Time abah diorang ni ada kt rumah jarang la pulak Sophie tu nak sakit kan...Sophie ada asthma. So, sometimes I have to bring her for neb twice a day, and you know its so challenging for me as I have to bring both of them to clinic without assistance. Bila kakak dah tido I have to kejutkan dia coz nak bawak adik p klinik, sometimes dah pukul 9 mlm (yelah budak kecik kan tido cepat, time tu kira dah lewat la dah kan) I' don't have the intention to brag or to boast myself or what, tapi cuma nak meluahkan rasa so that for some people u must rasa bersyukur dgn apa yg korang ada dan apa yg korang dapat dan ada org lain tk dpt menikmati or kecapi dan tolonglah fikirkan situasi kitorang ni mcm mana.
Rasa rindu anak2 kat abah dia mmg nampak sangat lately. Tgh malam tu suddenly I cried tapi tak la sampai sedu sedan kan...Sophie dalam tidur dia memanggil2 abah dia. Bila kena marah pun panggil abah dia. Wahhh kalau u all la kan, mesti tension kan???!!!Tension dlm sedih.
Then, the weekends not like everyone else. Ampun ya Allah, I shouldn't brought this issue out, but...I really miss him. The kids miss him too.
The kids always asked when the father will come home, during the weekend if I have to stay at home, and the father has to stay at his mother's house, anak2 tu akan tarik muka, unhappy. I have to make them happy, but at the same time I have to handle their tantrums. They also will asked the same question again and again..'bila abah nak balik??' Owh Ya Allah berilah aku kesabaran...tolonglah aku, sesungguhnya hanya Engkau tempat aku mengadu.
Tak ada benda lagi yang nak aku mintak cuma aku mohon pelbagai pihak tolonglah faham dgn keadaan diri kami yg di tinggalkan ini. Tolonglah faham keadaan kami anak beranak. Kalau anda memahami tolonglah berikan pihak yg satu lagi tu faham akan keadaan kami. Sesungguhnya jasa anda memang tak akan aku lupakan (ditujukan kepada pihak yg memahami) Tengkiu.
Hehehehe..sorryla beb tengah syahdu jap..kakakakka..okeh back to normal.......daaaaaaaa
She also wrote perasaan dia kalau tiba2 dia sakit nak bersalin and she lived on her own, duduk sensorang tanpa ada sesiapa yg meneman, but I said to her, if anything just called me eventhough masa tu I was alone handling with my 2 kids but at least I've experienced the delivery & now she raised her doter alone jugak tp nasib baik dia ada maid.
So, last week I was a bit touched by her story, coz she also dedicated her n3 to me as co- INDI MOM. We are independent mom. Real independent. My husband is a weekend husband- its been almost 2 years now and almost 2 years I raised my 2 kids alone. Sakit demam budak2 tu I handled them. Time abah diorang ni ada kt rumah jarang la pulak Sophie tu nak sakit kan...Sophie ada asthma. So, sometimes I have to bring her for neb twice a day, and you know its so challenging for me as I have to bring both of them to clinic without assistance. Bila kakak dah tido I have to kejutkan dia coz nak bawak adik p klinik, sometimes dah pukul 9 mlm (yelah budak kecik kan tido cepat, time tu kira dah lewat la dah kan) I' don't have the intention to brag or to boast myself or what, tapi cuma nak meluahkan rasa so that for some people u must rasa bersyukur dgn apa yg korang ada dan apa yg korang dapat dan ada org lain tk dpt menikmati or kecapi dan tolonglah fikirkan situasi kitorang ni mcm mana.
Rasa rindu anak2 kat abah dia mmg nampak sangat lately. Tgh malam tu suddenly I cried tapi tak la sampai sedu sedan kan...Sophie dalam tidur dia memanggil2 abah dia. Bila kena marah pun panggil abah dia. Wahhh kalau u all la kan, mesti tension kan???!!!Tension dlm sedih.
Then, the weekends not like everyone else. Ampun ya Allah, I shouldn't brought this issue out, but...I really miss him. The kids miss him too.
The kids always asked when the father will come home, during the weekend if I have to stay at home, and the father has to stay at his mother's house, anak2 tu akan tarik muka, unhappy. I have to make them happy, but at the same time I have to handle their tantrums. They also will asked the same question again and again..'bila abah nak balik??' Owh Ya Allah berilah aku kesabaran...tolonglah aku, sesungguhnya hanya Engkau tempat aku mengadu.
Tak ada benda lagi yang nak aku mintak cuma aku mohon pelbagai pihak tolonglah faham dgn keadaan diri kami yg di tinggalkan ini. Tolonglah faham keadaan kami anak beranak. Kalau anda memahami tolonglah berikan pihak yg satu lagi tu faham akan keadaan kami. Sesungguhnya jasa anda memang tak akan aku lupakan (ditujukan kepada pihak yg memahami) Tengkiu.
Hehehehe..sorryla beb tengah syahdu jap..kakakakka..okeh back to normal.......daaaaaaaa
1 comment:
Warrrghhhhh!!! Sedeyyyyy!!! Huhuhu, yup, we are strong in our own way, masa weekend la masa nak memanjankan diri, nak merajukkan diri, merelease tension..tunggu la masa anak aku dah leh cakap..sedeyyy lagi!!!!
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